"come on now, things aren't so bad. things will work out just fine"



HEY THANKS. :]
meant more to me than you will ever know.

if its the right thing to do, then why am i freaking out so much?

i feel as if my life is complete, i saw the dark knight and now have nothing to look forward to. well i guess i can start getting pumped for cloverfield pt2, and canada. oh boy, i have not forgotten about you canada, even though plans have been put on hold . . for now. :/

themed party after themed party.
slipnslide was the best.
hands down.
second 80z party of the week tonight, i'm missing bens show.
bummed out.
my new phone will be here tomorrow, and until then i'm still without one.
awesome.
zach and i are going to austin tomorrow for my moms birthday shindig whatever.
i'm just glad that she and i are on speaking terms again.
getting a haircut on saturday, i want to cut it all off again, and dye it dark.
but thats not going to happen, because i don't want jessica to rip my head off, that would mean she would have come to come home from germany early, so that would work out for me and make me pretty excited.

i might start working at american eagle soon, as in on the 13th of next month, if i can keep my pay, i guess we'll see..
don't laugh, i know you want to.
but no.
you should see my cute diamond band that zach bought me from tiffanys for our one month.
stoked.
beyond happy
you
know
it.


denton, i sure do miss you.

ALL I WANT TO DO IS WATCH ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT AND DEXTER AND DRINK BOXED WINE WITH MY "BESTFRIENDS"


fuck i feel so boring, and old.

its pretty sweet to feel needed, and loved.
everythings going really well.
i wish you were here to be this happy with me.


:]



ps.
i got two really cute dresses, new sunglasses, new skinny jeans, and some drapes from urban outfitters today.

i'm finally content with everything. :]

i these make me laugh/happy for some reason.

i'll add more later, i'm leaving my house for the night.

( !!!!!!!!!!!! )

Christmas is finally over, and now its time to look forward to the new year.. and whatever it may bring.

January-I was living in Austin and made a lot of bad decisions, I drank too much and there was an ice storm, and I missed Abbies birthday
February-didn't go to school for a full month, went to denton for my dustins birthday .. drank a bottle of jager and still was making bad decisions. saw misty for the last time.
March-got drunk and rode a bus in south austin with abbie, tones, and ck.. saw a band ... made all of us laugh 'i wanna get laid, get laid' .. drank in a conoco bathroom. got really sick
april-worked everything out, got a job at old navy ..missed all of my friends
may-brother finished college, got a wii, started the best summer of my life.
june-dads birthday, worked a lot, started to make plans with jessica to hangout.
july-went to denton for a week! :] went to the beach, and learned a lot about myself... spent my 4th of july with abbie, and drank lots of wine.
august-started to hangout with k$$, jane, and jessica...austin started to feel like home. went to denton, got fucked up with babysara
september-went back to denton, saw clay for the last time before he left..
october-made new friends, didn't go out on halloween just spent the night with michael..
november-turned 20 in austin, drank some jager, and saw my family
december-feelin' older, and boring. can't wait for the new year.

i love that feeling right before you're really drunk.
like, the good drunk. not rowdy.
i'm in such a wonderful mood.


i'm drinking expensive wine with a straw.
my mother loves me, a lot.
thanks mom for getting me drunk again.


time to go to downtown.

funny pictures basicly.
lots of them, i'm doing this for myself.

( lots & lots. )