i wanted this to be perfect.

your beauty can't be covered by your insecurities

2009-01-20T23:28:11Z

"come on now, things aren't so bad. things will work out just fine"

HEY THANKS. :]
meant more to me than you will ever know.

bytomorrow @ 2008-11-06T20:29:00

2008-11-07T02:29:57Z

if its the right thing to do, then why am i freaking out so much?

bytomorrow @ 2008-07-21T19:15:00

2008-07-22T00:18:04Z

i feel as if my life is complete, i saw the dark knight and now have nothing to look forward to. well i guess i can start getting pumped for cloverfield pt2, and canada. oh boy, i have not forgotten about you canada, even though plans have been put on hold . . for now. :/

bytomorrow @ 2008-07-17T21:27:00

2008-07-18T02:32:06Z

themed party after themed party.
slipnslide was the best.
hands down.
second 80z party of the week tonight, i'm missing bens show.
bummed out.
my new phone will be here tomorrow, and until then i'm still without one.
awesome.
zach and i are going to austin tomorrow for my moms birthday shindig whatever.
i'm just glad that she and i are on speaking terms again.
getting a haircut on saturday, i want to cut it all off again, and dye it dark.
but thats not going to happen, because i don't want jessica to rip my head off, that would mean she would have come to come home from germany early, so that would work out for me and make me pretty excited.

i might start working at american eagle soon, as in on the 13th of next month, if i can keep my pay, i guess we'll see..
don't laugh, i know you want to.
but no.
you should see my cute diamond band that zach bought me from tiffanys for our one month.
stoked.
beyond happy
you
know
it.

denton, i sure do miss you.

bytomorrow @ 2008-04-26T17:43:00

2008-04-26T22:44:50Z

ALL I WANT TO DO IS WATCH ARRESTED DEVELOPMENT AND DEXTER AND DRINK BOXED WINE WITH MY "BESTFRIENDS"

fuck i feel so boring, and old.

bytomorrow @ 2008-04-05T18:30:00

2008-04-05T23:32:25Z

its pretty sweet to feel needed, and loved.
everythings going really well.
i wish you were here to be this happy with me.

:]

ps.
i got two really cute dresses, new sunglasses, new skinny jeans, and some drapes from urban outfitters today.

i'm finally content with everything. :]

these make me happy

2008-03-30T23:40:58Z

i these make me laugh/happy for some reason.

i'll add more later, i'm leaving my house for the night.

fourth of july, drunk with my mother.

two of my bestfriends, sara and clay last summer :]

wasted with abbie, actually the last time i hungout with her, last july

jessica and i the first night we hungout

jessica and i hungover hah! good night ;]

my old bestfriend misty and i, this actually makes me sad. but at one point in my life i was extremely happy so i had to add this picture!

ana tampke and i on top of a lot of dead indians

my daddy ! :]

my 'runnin crew, yahoo' our first spring break together!

this is abbie and i after i first moved to austin

cuties! ;]

clay :] you make me so proud!

cute hairrrrrrrrrrrrrr ;[

i miss these boys. party at my dads house, my senior year. actually they just showed up.

brother and i in cancun, what feels like a million years ago. this might be the night the police came to our room.

the day before the hurricane hit east texas

crete man! haha, aw dustin anderson

john and misty and i at my dads, oh highschool . :[

amanda, erin, sam and i !!!!! :] :] my 17th birthday party

bytomorrow @ 2007-12-26T10:31:00

2007-12-26T21:28:42Z

Christmas is finally over, and now its time to look forward to the new year.. and whatever it may bring.

January-I was living in Austin and made a lot of bad decisions, I drank too much and there was an ice storm, and I missed Abbies birthday
February-didn't go to school for a full month, went to denton for my dustins birthday .. drank a bottle of jager and still was making bad decisions. saw misty for the last time.
March-got drunk and rode a bus in south austin with abbie, tones, and ck.. saw a band ... made all of us laugh 'i wanna get laid, get laid' .. drank in a conoco bathroom. got really sick
april-worked everything out, got a job at old navy ..missed all of my friends
may-brother finished college, got a wii, started the best summer of my life.
june-dads birthday, worked a lot, started to make plans with jessica to hangout.
july-went to denton for a week! :] went to the beach, and learned a lot about myself... spent my 4th of july with abbie, and drank lots of wine.
august-started to hangout with k$$, jane, and jessica...austin started to feel like home. went to denton, got fucked up with babysara
september-went back to denton, saw clay for the last time before he left..
october-made new friends, didn't go out on halloween just spent the night with michael..
november-turned 20 in austin, drank some jager, and saw my family
december-feelin' older, and boring. can't wait for the new year.

aw fuck it!

2007-06-03T02:59:16Z

i love that feeling right before you're really drunk.
like, the good drunk. not rowdy.
i'm in such a wonderful mood.

i'm drinking expensive wine with a straw.
my mother loves me, a lot.
thanks mom for getting me drunk again.

time to go to downtown.

bytomorrow @ 2007-01-10T21:55:00

2007-01-11T04:22:53Z

funny pictures basicly.
lots of them, i'm doing this for myself.

bytomorrow @ 2006-12-19T22:35:00

2006-12-20T04:37:10Z

well shit! i have most of my things packed and ready.. i just need to load my car.
id be lying if i didn't say i was some what nervous.

but whatever.
i couldn't have picked a better time to move, the past two days have been such bullshit! oh my fucking god.
for fucking real.
but oh fucking well.

bytomorrow @ 2006-05-27T13:33:00

2006-05-27T18:36:05Z

so today i graduate..
something that i've been looking forward to for what, 12/13 years now?
its been pretty much the worst day of my fucking life.

bytomorrow @ 2006-02-12T01:40:00

2006-02-12T07:38:02Z

do this!

http://kevan.org/johari?name=ashleymedlin
http://kevan.org/johari?name=ashleymedlin
http://kevan.org/johari?name=ashleymedlin
http://kevan.org/johari?name=ashleymedlin

bytomorrow @ 2005-07-12T00:44:00

2005-07-12T05:48:26Z

FRIENDS ONLY.

1] comment&then add me
2]do not add me "If u tYpe LykE Dis."
3]i do not want to be just another number on your friends list,
if you add me, then, talk to me.
4]if you were a friend of mine from my previous journal, that
doesnt mean that im going to REadd you.